Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Take some Vicodin and call in the morning!

Oh my goodness, does my belly hurt!! I didn't think that Laparscopy was going to hurt this bad.

Anyway- the surgery went well, well at least what I hear from Bobby and my mom. I wish they wouldn't talk to others and they would talk to you! Wait until I am awake and then tell ME!! Geez! It is my ho-ha you went in there and poked and prodded with metal objects! It is the least they could do! So from what Dr Never Smiles told Bobby and Mom, she found some really small fibroids (no big deal and removed them), she also found some Endometrosis (didn't think I had that- but I have had everything else so why not?), and she didn't find any blockages and my uterus wasn't as asymmetrical as the HSG showed. They also did an HSG again- Thank God for anesthesia!! It hurt the first time so I am glad I was asleep for the round 2!

So why are we not getting pregnant? 'Tis the million dollar question now. I think Bobby is FINALLY feeling some of my frustration, every time I turn around it is something else. He showed some true emotion today about this TTC journey. He was angry that they didn't find anything during the surgery to cause the miscarriages or why we aren't getting pregnant now. He wants his questions answered now. Hmmm.... I have been wondering this for 18 months, and NOW he finally wants some answers. Sucks to not get your way. He is also pissed that my post-op appt is next week. Why are they waiting so long to see us he wants to know! I thought next week was pretty good.

So now I will wait until next week to see the images from the Laparscopy and Hysteroscopy. In the mean time I ope my belly heals quickly as I do not like just laying around. I still have 4 more lbs to lose before I get pregnant!! So I need to get up and about soon!

Thanks for all the prayers and well wishes!! Now on to getting up and about so we can get pregnant already!! Sorry I am not more lively- I am just doped up and my belly hurts!

5 comments:

Sarah said...

eesh. rest up and feel better

Dawn's Recipes / The Baby Blog said...

It is frustrating to go through all that and not have them find anything...well, nothing much anyway. I'm sorry they don't have any answers about why you m/c'd twice. That really sucks! Maybe now that they've "cleaned you out" a bit, they've exposed a nice cushy layer for the baby to implant in. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!

AmyC623 said...

I feel like our stories are exacttly the same. I had an "exploratory" lap and hysteroscopy last year and they found a bit of endo and nothing else. I am sorry you have a sore tummy! It will only last a couple of days! I told my DH that the lap recovery was worse than childbirth recovery (it's true!). I'll be thinking of you and hoping for some answers and a path forward soon!!!!!!!!

Just Me. said...

I had a lap, hysteroscopy and d&c earlier this year and my, my, I remember the pain vividly! I remember bitching the pain and thought I was gonna die! And I remember that it went off about a week and a half later.

I understand about wanting answers. We just want an end to this. We just want a resolution. I hope you get the answers/resolution very soon.

((((hugs))))

Shante' said...

Courtney--

I thought I'd give you a quote to encourage you:

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much. ~Mother Teresa


You stay strong. You are in the prayers of many.

My love to you and Bobby.